Childhood Heartache
Today a guy frommy childhood years basicaly confessed his love for someone.
Yes, thats right, he left it nameless in his status.
I realize love always skips over me. I am wondering, wishing that someone would be in love with me.
(sigh)
Or maybe it is me?
I would rather think the worse senario, I can no keep being hurt. The only thing that has kept me going is my mother's reassurance.
What am I to do?
I need that dude;
nice, intelligent, attractive, etc. that nameless dude to come on already!
It is whatever, on facebook, I have to hide his stories. I am not mad but everytime I even thing of a decent dude crosses my mind, I get so happy.
It is like eating a whole king sized bar, feeing great while savoring it and then once you realize what it is really for than you feel like crap.
I am so hopelessly in love with the ideal of being in love.
This is all it is.
I need to stop it...
for real!
Yes, thats right, he left it nameless in his status.
I realize love always skips over me. I am wondering, wishing that someone would be in love with me.
(sigh)
Or maybe it is me?
I would rather think the worse senario, I can no keep being hurt. The only thing that has kept me going is my mother's reassurance.
What am I to do?
I need that dude;
nice, intelligent, attractive, etc. that nameless dude to come on already!
It is whatever, on facebook, I have to hide his stories. I am not mad but everytime I even thing of a decent dude crosses my mind, I get so happy.
It is like eating a whole king sized bar, feeing great while savoring it and then once you realize what it is really for than you feel like crap.
I am so hopelessly in love with the ideal of being in love.
This is all it is.
I need to stop it...
for real!